Tuesday 28 August 2018

gasoline and perfume

the peace of the past
is gasoline and perfume
burning off surfaces

me pulling the zipper up 
the back of her dress
and watching her fix sticky lips

this is the soil
I am rooted in

this is the air
I inhale

me peeling his boots 
from his feet after work 
and watching the earth fall away

this is the soil
I am rooted in

this is the air
I inhale

gasoline and perfume
burn away in the sun


[[ smells and sights of childhood ]]

ring of stones

at the... 
end of the 
actual 
day

when the... 
moon pushes 
through the 
sky

we fold 
our bones
round a ring 
of stones

and talk 
across 
a fire

we talk 
across 
a fire

we wonder how - we will get through the snow
we wonder how - we will carry this load
we wonder how - we will build a new home
we wonder how - we will follow this road

oh, go on
we go on
we can do 
nothing else 
but go on

oh, go on
we go on
and we sing
while we walk
a walking song 

till the... 
end of the 
actual 
day

when the... 
moon pushes 
through the 
sky

we fold 
our bones
round a ring 
of stones

and talk 
across 
a fire

remember how - we would lie in the grass
remember how - we would play by the shore
remember how - we would watch the day pass
remember how - we wanted nothing more


[[ nomads, refugees, wanderers  ]]

Monday 20 August 2018

you go on



don't ask where 
did things go wrong

in the middle of a song
you keep singing

when love is gone
and you can't go on?

when love is gone
you go on.

lick your fingers


salt and vinegar
on fingertips

smell of hot oil
and sweat 

pools of light 
on the sidewalk

men smoke and steam
in between

women want a 
nowhere to go

lick your fingers

Wednesday 15 August 2018

who is this woman



who is this woman
holding the light?

who is this man
at the carnival?

everyone wearing
their bones out tonight

at the carnival

bones on the outside
under the light

you've got a secret
only we know

only we know
you've got a secret

you wouldn't hurt me, 
would you, baby?
after everything we've ever done?

you wouldn't hurt me, 
would you, baby?
after everywhere we've ever been?

who is this woman
holding the light?

who is this man
at the carnival?

they look like us
at the carnival

you've got a secret
only we know

only we know
you've got a secret



[[ I think this started in a James Bond movie ]]

a bad-luck moon

a bad-luck moon above 
the city morgue

another woman dead
under another moon

say, let's go in and see 
the damage done

he held his fingers here
and crushed her throat

he sank his teeth in here
and consumed

gentlemen, 
there's a new 
cannibal 
in this town

it could be anything
the sight of the sea
the full moon
anything

a bad-luck moon above 
the city morgue

another woman dead
under another moon

I'm so afraid, she said,
I'm shaking like a leaf

then the lights go out


[[ I think I was watching Doctor X (1932) ]]

Tuesday 14 August 2018

retirement


I missed your funerals;
how did they go?

Two tins of ashes now
hid in a row?

Forever on the hill
till the sun turns to red

Or developers come to
turn you both out of bed?

Although we have paid 
in advance for our plot,

nothing's forever and
forever is nought.

[[ my parents on a hill ]]