Showing posts with label drugs. Show all posts
Showing posts with label drugs. Show all posts

Thursday, 11 June 2020

doctor told me

[[ standard blues form, kind of an old couple blues:

In the verses, the doctor says it looks like something's wrong with the singer's heart, brain, and blood in a literal/physical sense, and then the singer's partner says they could have told you that, with more figurative implications about the singer's heart, mind, and family/ancestry.

In the bridge, the singer checks the medicine cabinet, where you look in the mirror (examine yourself) and of course keep your medicine.

In the chorus, the singer says what all those pills are for, what they do in a literal or figurative sense.

]]

verses:

doctor told me
you've got a bad bad heart
doctor told me
you've got a bad bad heart
[[woman/baby/?]] told me
baby
I could have told you that from the start

doctor told me
nothing but trouble in your blood
doctor told me
nothing but trouble in your blood
[[woman/baby/?]] told me
baby
before you were born you were no damn good

doctor told me
there's a dark spot in your brain
doctor told me
there's a dark spot in your brain
[[woman/baby/?]] told me
baby
It's like I told you again and again

bridge:
let's check the medicine cabinet
let's check the medicine cabinet
first the mirror
then look inside

chorus:
I take
a pill
to make
my heart
beat slower
a pill
to make
my blood
run colder
a pill
to bring
me back
from the dead

I take
a pill
to make
the pres-
sure lower
a pill
to make
me one
day older
a pill
to get
[[me/her/him/you]] out
of my head

Thursday, 1 November 2018

oid

[[ On the spectacle of people overdosing in their SUVs while the kids are strapped into car seats in the back. ]]

how did we end up 
dying of all things
dead in a car park
slumped in the front seat
kids in the back

wondering what on earth  
are we doing dying?

wondering how on earth  
we ended up dead?

there was my love
feeling all the love the love the love
in the world

there was my heart 
beating like my heart never beat before
then it stopped



Tuesday, 3 July 2018

skin me alive

skin me a live animal

what I want is to wear its camouflage
what I want is to wear its fur
what I want is to hear it screaming
while I purr

skin me a live animal

what I want is more juice in the vein
what I want is more smoke in the lung
what I want is to wear the animal
skin and fuck

skin me a live animal

take me to Vienna, you fool, and immediately
take me while a shop girl looks me in the eye
take me to the dead end of some other century
take me exactly to midnight, then leave me to die


[[ 

1. With obvious play on "skin me a live animal" and "skin me alive, animal". 
2. The narrator possibly is not a native speaker and may have fallen out of a time machine. She is louche, one-eyed, absinthed. 
3. I don't know why any of this. I think someone wants back to fin de siècle Vienna. Someone with a lust for blood and a lust for lust. And one clouded eye? 

]]

Friday, 27 April 2018

into the wood

[[ it might be trance, drugs, meditation, dreams ]]

nothing else 
only this horse
only
only the horse
only
nothing but this horse
nothing
nothing but this horse
nothing

so saddle up
put on your hat
your hat
put on your hat
your hat
nothing but this horse
nothing
nothing but this horse
nothing

and then hold on
we are almost gone
into the wood

you feel so good 
you forget 
you feel so good 
you forget 
nothing but this horse
nothing
nothing but this horse
nothing

you forget 
you have ever 
wanted

you forget 
you have ever 
wanted food

you forget 
you have ever 
felt this

you forget 
you have ever 
felt this good

you forget
almost
to breathe

people say 
you're wasting
people say 
you waste away
people waste 
their days
saying things

when they could
go with you
into the wood