Showing posts with label voyeurism. Show all posts
Showing posts with label voyeurism. Show all posts

Sunday, 4 August 2019

Attenborough's Day Off

[[ A description of a real morning but with the observer transformed from a groggy parent eating toast into a bit of a voyeuristic, lecherous naturalist. ]]

Even the cat conspires,
the cat and Captain Underpants,
to douse my dream,
so I sit up, Nosferatu
on a hinge. Sunday morning
early, when a decent man 
would sleep, is full of sound.

Outside the open window
long bare legs are
flexing as she sways,  
her auburn hair flows down 
her back in early sun, 
her head is tilted to his, 
her eyes are in his eyes,
their tongues are tasting 
one last clinking beer.

They have so much to say 
but cannot keep their mouths 
apart for Jesus going on an hour, 
and her peculiar rocking on 
her long bare legs as if 
she sways to unheard music 
or as if -- they look around, 
he finds an opening in the 
wire fence around the lot 
behind them and she crouches
through alone.

He stands and smokes and looks 
the other way while she 
wades through tall grass and yarrow,
indigenous to these parts, 
to squat and disappear and
bare her bountiful cheeks
to all the creatures of the field, 
then reemerges.

They toss their bottles in the grass 
and walk to the first bus
before a panther falls from a tree. 



Tuesday, 3 July 2018

skin me alive

skin me a live animal

what I want is to wear its camouflage
what I want is to wear its fur
what I want is to hear it screaming
while I purr

skin me a live animal

what I want is more juice in the vein
what I want is more smoke in the lung
what I want is to wear the animal
skin and fuck

skin me a live animal

take me to Vienna, you fool, and immediately
take me while a shop girl looks me in the eye
take me to the dead end of some other century
take me exactly to midnight, then leave me to die


[[ 

1. With obvious play on "skin me a live animal" and "skin me alive, animal". 
2. The narrator possibly is not a native speaker and may have fallen out of a time machine. She is louche, one-eyed, absinthed. 
3. I don't know why any of this. I think someone wants back to fin de siècle Vienna. Someone with a lust for blood and a lust for lust. And one clouded eye? 

]]

Saturday, 14 April 2018

god in LA


Push your cheek 
into hers 
and look off 
through this wall 
into distance
and cut.

Look at that nose --
who sculpted that?
There must be 
a god in LA.
There must be 
a god in LA.

Look at her close,
look at her close-up
close up. They have 
plucked every 
follicle clean 
from her skin.

Look at his cock.
He pretends to be
having this erection.
This erection
has him,
gets top billing.

Look at her legs
descend from wasp 
ancestors, swing 
down from her 
skirt, landing gear 
fixed, flaps down.

Look at her slap 
back on the blacktop,
flat on the tarmac,
asphalt, concrete, 
combustible.
Circle the engines and
spray her with foam

Oh, daddy.


Monday, 27 November 2017

tremblers


[[ it's all about zombies or alien lesbians or feminists from beneath the earth or something or everything ]] 

poor little girl been  
wearing a disguise
pull back her hood 
and look in her eyes

with her laser look
she lays her down

in the softest grass of England 
on a hill we all know
we hear the mysterious hum grow

they come -- from deep underground
they come -- from just around the corner
they come -- between the night and morning
they come -- wearing no warning

they come -- for what they shouldn't ougrht-terr 
they come -- for your daughr-ter [[ dor-terr ]] [[ you could repeat this line as many times as you like ]] 
[[ and it could morph into "they comfort your daughter" for an alternate ambiguity ]]

hidden in your jeans  [[ genes? ]]
is your i-dent-i-fi-ca-tion

they come -- adorning the morning 
they come -- from just between the trees 
they come -- scorning your warning
they come -- with lust on the breeze

Wednesday, 22 November 2017

winding up the watch


[[ song for a censor ]]

I know you're listening
I know you're watching
I know you're fumbling 
at your crotch

Volunteered for this gig
Pretend you're a prig
but we know, we know, we know
you like to watch

Do you like 
what I'm doing now, 
mister lonely?

Do you wish 
you could click that button
and phone me?

But that would be contact
And you can't redact the fact
when we know, we know, we know

you like to watch