Showing posts with label fear. Show all posts
Showing posts with label fear. Show all posts

Monday, 8 April 2019

intentional love song 19: rescue


wounded in a corner, you sit
crumpled on the floor, you sit
slumped at the bar, you sit
falling through a door
into another country
and sending all the messages home

what will become of your soul?
where will it fly to now?

go through your inventory
let your anger roar
jealousy, lust, and fear
we've seen it all before
tick, tick, tick

the source of your fear, in here
a stack of curled bones, in here
a bundle of nerves, in here
sending out runners
to the ends of your senses
and sending all the messages home

what will become of your soul?
where will it fly to now?

you want me now 
to come to the rescue
the jaws of life opening 
wide to extricate you
tick, tick, tick

extricate your soul 
from the wreck of your heart?
as if ever the two
could be teased apart!


Monday, 18 February 2019

bad air

[[ This started while reading  Ryszard Kapuściński, The Shadow of the Sun, where he describes the anxiety that comes with malaria. And wordplay: malaria as 'bad air' and even 'bad song'. ]]

a feeling of anxiety
I know no reason

I believe a curse 
has come upon me

I believe a spirit 
has entered me

I am fixed to earth
light is unbearable

the sound and smell 
the touch of others

I am cold as death 
and trembling  

hold me down with
all your weight