Tuesday, 25 September 2018

space is for robots

[[ it's... ok, it's a song sung by the robots to the humans as the robots leave Earth and humanity behind forever ]]

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[[space section]]

This is a song about space, space and robots.
First, let us sing about space.

space is a distance, a darkness, a nothing,
much more a time than a place

space is the years between here, here and somewhere,
here and your next human breath

space is forever and airless and soundless
how is that different from death?

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[[robots section]]

space is for robots
robots don't eat, don't shit,
don't drink, don't breathe,
robots
don't sleep... don't sleep... don't sleep... don't sleep... don't sleep... don't

|: don't die of boredom :|  x 10000000 (in an endless fugue)

robots don't ask "are we there? are we there yet?"
robots know: we're always here
robots don't care if they never see home again
robots have never known fear

robots are made for alone and forever
robots can wait for the light
robots can sleep until morning when morning
is when the next star is in sight

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[[ farewell to people section ]]

A song about robots and space, never people;
people cost more than they're worth.
And just when you think you've had
more than enough of them,
people give birth.

People insist on that breathing and drinking,
on setting thermometers just so
People can stay at home fighting and stinking
Robots have miles to go.

No air to breathe where we're going to, human.
Stay home and tend to your flock.
Stay home and think of us racing towards light speed
Stay home and unwind the clock.

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Saturday, 22 September 2018

feed the fire

you don't fall in love like this every day 
you could burn it down once 
burn it to the ground 
and watch the smoke blow away

but let us consider 
the construction 
of the human 
heart

you can tear it apart
you can put it together
if you haven't dropped anything essential 
if you haven't lost anything in the dark
if you haven't put it back together all wrong

you feel it start ticking again
you feel your heart start ticking again

when I'm almost touching her skin
and all the soft hairs stand on end

when her eyes fill 
when her eyes fill 
so I look into pools

you feel it start ticking again
you feel your heart start ticking again

but let us consider 
the conflagration 
of emotion 
we call love

you could burn it down once 
most people burn it down once
then live their lives in the ashes
or walk away and set new fires

or you could feed the fire
you could feed this fire
feed the fire 

any day of the week

You sailed away through the Strait of Gibraltar

I found myself 
running down any street
just any street
any day of the week

You pushed your ship through the Pillars of Hercules

saw you look back 
at us Barbary apes
every barbarous face
wishing you back

then you were gone 

Saturday, 15 September 2018

the war


the war you should remember 
is still fought
by people riding large machines
still being fought
the world yet undecided

I could be shot precisely through 
this sentence or this whole city 
could come down quite imprecisely
before I finish this next breath.

They have an app for everything
for instance three of them 
competing for a contract
are made to boil the blood 
within your heart from afar
and others have evolved 
themselves to show you 
what your uncle long suspected 
and has always maintained

I like the word conspire - 
to breathe together
this is how we will decide it: 
breathing in and out 
in unreal places 
and riding large machinery 
into nothing

now go back to the future
future boy

Sunday, 9 September 2018

burning wire


what the hell?
smoke pours out
of the empty lot
like a burning tire

what the hell?
a shopping cart
and a hill of dirt
and a smoking fire

what the hell?
a vacant man
on vacant land
burning stolen wire

he's looking through me
I am the noise in his ear
I am a nothing to fear
he's burning wire

[[ across the street ]] 

not in this town

now there's a cross
and a candle in glass,
an ad hoc memorial
where they shot his ass

wrong place to be
wrong place to be

what's it sound like?
a bullet going past?
a bullet going in  --
someone bleeds out fast?

everyone knows 
everyone knows 

we run diagonally 
through empty places 
that all used to be somewhere

we crouch and run 
over empty bridges 
when bullets are in the air

to keep your head, 
you keep it down

there's no one special 
in this town

no one special 
above the ground

not in this town


[[ guns in any city with too many guns, but maybe Sarajevo in particular. ']]


Tuesday, 28 August 2018

gasoline and perfume

the peace of the past
is gasoline and perfume
burning off surfaces

me pulling the zipper up 
the back of her dress
and watching her fix sticky lips

this is the soil
I am rooted in

this is the air
I inhale

me peeling his boots 
from his feet after work 
and watching the earth fall away

this is the soil
I am rooted in

this is the air
I inhale

gasoline and perfume
burn away in the sun


[[ smells and sights of childhood ]]

ring of stones

at the... 
end of the 
actual 
day

when the... 
moon pushes 
through the 
sky

we fold 
our bones
round a ring 
of stones

and talk 
across 
a fire

we talk 
across 
a fire

we wonder how - we will get through the snow
we wonder how - we will carry this load
we wonder how - we will build a new home
we wonder how - we will follow this road

oh, go on
we go on
we can do 
nothing else 
but go on

oh, go on
we go on
and we sing
while we walk
a walking song 

till the... 
end of the 
actual 
day

when the... 
moon pushes 
through the 
sky

we fold 
our bones
round a ring 
of stones

and talk 
across 
a fire

remember how - we would lie in the grass
remember how - we would play by the shore
remember how - we would watch the day pass
remember how - we wanted nothing more


[[ nomads, refugees, wanderers  ]]

Monday, 20 August 2018

you go on



don't ask where 
did things go wrong

in the middle of a song
you keep singing

when love is gone
and you can't go on?

when love is gone
you go on.

lick your fingers


salt and vinegar
on fingertips

smell of hot oil
and sweat 

pools of light 
on the sidewalk

men smoke and steam
in between

women want a 
nowhere to go

lick your fingers

Wednesday, 15 August 2018

who is this woman



who is this woman
holding the light?

who is this man
at the carnival?

everyone wearing
their bones out tonight

at the carnival

bones on the outside
under the light

you've got a secret
only we know

only we know
you've got a secret

you wouldn't hurt me, 
would you, baby?
after everything we've ever done?

you wouldn't hurt me, 
would you, baby?
after everywhere we've ever been?

who is this woman
holding the light?

who is this man
at the carnival?

they look like us
at the carnival

you've got a secret
only we know

only we know
you've got a secret



[[ I think this started in a James Bond movie ]]

a bad-luck moon

a bad-luck moon above 
the city morgue

another woman dead
under another moon

say, let's go in and see 
the damage done

he held his fingers here
and crushed her throat

he sank his teeth in here
and consumed

gentlemen, 
there's a new 
cannibal 
in this town

it could be anything
the sight of the sea
the full moon
anything

a bad-luck moon above 
the city morgue

another woman dead
under another moon

I'm so afraid, she said,
I'm shaking like a leaf

then the lights go out


[[ I think I was watching Doctor X (1932) ]]

Tuesday, 14 August 2018

retirement


I missed your funerals;
how did they go?

Two tins of ashes now
hid in a row?

Forever on the hill
till the sun turns to red

Or developers come to
turn you both out of bed?

Although we have paid 
in advance for our plot,

nothing's forever and
forever is nought.

[[ my parents on a hill ]]



Sunday, 29 July 2018

in this land


in this land
the frost is climb higher
in this land
no time to build a fire

in this land
we shun the gift of sight
in this land
we are the ghost at night

in this land
we have a heart of ice
in this land
we eat the sacrifice


[[ call and response ]]

invisible forces


it's only a song
only a song

this earth is a ball 
holding together 
with nothing at all 
holding together 

but invisible forces
mysterious forces 

only this breath can  
hold off the dark 
keep us from death
hold off the dark 

only this blue breath of sky...

with invisible forces
mysterious forces 

a current running 
through the earth 
beneath our feet

hey, little boy
you have dirt
between your toes

and every time you fart
I know the way
the wind blows

the wind blowing through

The wind blowing through
this house is the same wind
east wind, east wind,
always blowing through.

The walls holding up
this house are the same
but it's been through some times
and the names have all changed

And the wind blowing through
this house is the same wind
east wind, east wind,
always blowing through.

The glass in these windows
has been in the street
shards in the garden
still under our feet

And the wind blowing through
this house is the same wind
east wind, east wind,
always blowing through.

hot war
cold war
you hear the drumming
hot war
cold war
a different war coming

Saturday, 7 July 2018

the lifting night


The lifting night is leaving -
Birds begin.

Before the sun is up,
birds begin the day.
Before the moon is down,
birds begin the day.

= = = = =

This is where we all are
in this air between
our sun and moon and earth.

Inhaling and exhaling,
all exchanging
breath for breath for breath.

= = = = =

From tree to tree
a gathering of bird 
begins to dawn:

how once we preyed
and how we once
were preyed upon.

Thursday, 5 July 2018

she will turn the moon around

one touch, she will turn your wine to vinegar
one touch, she will wither the crop in your field
one touch, she will tumble the fruit from your trees

a woman like her (a woman like her), she will turn the moon around
a woman like her (a woman like her), she will turn the moon around

one look, she will smoke the image in your mirror
one look, she will dull the edge of your razor
one look, she will crumble your iron and brass

a woman like her (a woman like her), she will turn the moon around
a woman like her (a woman like her), she will turn the moon around

do not let her
draw the water
from your well

she will drive
the bees from your hive

a woman like her cannot cross a running stream
a woman like her will cause your horse to miscarry
a woman like her will drown your boat in a storm

a woman like her (a woman like her), she will turn the moon around
a woman like her (a woman like her), she will turn the moon around


[[ See the Golden Bough. http://www.bartleby.com/196/149.html ]]

Tuesday, 3 July 2018

Listen to women

= = = = = =
[male chorus]

Listen to woman
sing to herself
Listen to woman
sing to herself
Listen to woman
sing to herself

= = = = = =
[female chorus]

Listen to women
down at the river
washing away

Listen to women
down at the river
sing to themselves

All down the river
warm afternoons
women are washing
washing away

Listen to women
cry when they're happy
cry when they're angry
cry when they're sad

Listen to women
talking to women
embrace for hello and
embrace for goodbye

= = = = = =
[male chorus]

What's going on
in the mind of a woman?
How could one know?
How could one know?

Listen to women!
What are they asking?!
How could one know
the true mind of a woman?!

skin me alive

skin me a live animal

what I want is to wear its camouflage
what I want is to wear its fur
what I want is to hear it screaming
while I purr

skin me a live animal

what I want is more juice in the vein
what I want is more smoke in the lung
what I want is to wear the animal
skin and fuck

skin me a live animal

take me to Vienna, you fool, and immediately
take me while a shop girl looks me in the eye
take me to the dead end of some other century
take me exactly to midnight, then leave me to die


[[ 

1. With obvious play on "skin me a live animal" and "skin me alive, animal". 
2. The narrator possibly is not a native speaker and may have fallen out of a time machine. She is louche, one-eyed, absinthed. 
3. I don't know why any of this. I think someone wants back to fin de siècle Vienna. Someone with a lust for blood and a lust for lust. And one clouded eye? 

]]